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Thoughts by ChrissyNovember 16, 2021

I Miss Him, But Talking to Him Scares Me.

I messaged him, not sure why, but I did. Even more confused why I was upset when he responded. We talked for a few days, about important things – nothing small. Conversation seemed drawn out, hoping to keep it going – while hiding from him the length I had fallen. The fact that I hadn’t […]

Thoughts by ChrissyNovember 12, 2021

Wide Awake, Not Here

I am wide awake, but I need to rest. I need to rest my mind and body. To get away from people. To be unproductive alone.

Thoughts by ChrissyNovember 10, 2021

Dancing Without You

Every free second I would have my favorite songs playing while I danced around the house. I wouldn’t even think about scrolling on social media… the only thing I was thinking about was the next song. I can tell you exactly the last time I danced like that. It was with you and since you’ve […]

Thoughts by ChrissyFebruary 16, 2021

My 2021 Lent Journy – The Hardest one Yet

For lent this year I didn’t give anything up. My body has been crying for me to stop This Lent, I am going to take care of myself. I am going to help myself come back to life. This may seem like the most simple thing, but it has been difficult for me lately. I […]