I shouldn’t have talked to him
Leaving off from my last post. We talked on the phone and it was great because we caught up and had wonderful conversation, but there was something that he wasn’t saying. He would start sentences, pause, and then continue on. Like he was avoiding his own thoughts. However, he did mention that he had gotten…
I Miss Him, But Talking to Him Scares Me.
I messaged him, not sure why, but I did. Even more confused why I was upset when he responded. We talked for a few days, about important things – nothing small. Conversation seemed drawn out, hoping to keep it going – while hiding from him the length I had fallen. The fact that I hadn’t…
Wide Awake, Not Here
I am wide awake, but I need to rest. I need to rest my mind and body. To get away from people. To be unproductive alone.
Dancing Without You
Every free second I would have my favorite songs playing while I danced around the house. I wouldn’t even think about scrolling on social media… the only thing I was thinking about was the next song. I can tell you exactly the last time I danced like that. It was with you and since you’ve…
Was Summer a Dream?
I can’t do anything without thinking about him. I go to yoga hoping it will help clear my mind, but I end up on the floor, holding myself, sad about how I used to go there to daydream about him. When we first met, I thought about him quite a bit. I would wonder what…
My 2021 Lent Journy – The Hardest one Yet
For lent this year I didn’t give anything up. My body has been crying for me to stop This Lent, I am going to take care of myself. I am going to help myself come back to life. This may seem like the most simple thing, but it has been difficult for me lately. I…
inevitably unique
Everyone should write a book about their lives and experiences. If not to leave to our kids (lol I know many don’t see themselves with future spawns), but to remind themselves how unique and amazing our lives are. So many things have occurred in each and every one of our lives, but the weird thing…
College: Finding Roomates Sucks
All of my friends already have roommates. They have their people, and in reality I don’t fit in with my friends. These are people who are smart, they are really book smart and most of them are street smart. They are from all over, Chicago, Iowa City, Milwaukee. There is a big group of us,…
Living With My EX and a Future Ex?
So, that guy that I mentioned before in my last post…. yea, he is still around. We had decieded while we were still dating that even if we broke up in the future, we still wanted be be friends. How did we ensure that this happened? We quite brilliantly decided to sign a lease together…
PHANTOM pain after Breaking Up
Phantom pain is known as “pain that feels like it’s coming from a body part that’s no longer there” (Mayo Clinic Staff, 2018). When I had broken up with the guy who I had been dating during the school year, it was like my heart had been ripped from my chest. But why? The first few…
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